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26 June 2009 @ 11:17 pm

I'VE MISSED YOU, LJ (:

IM BACKKKKKKK!

It's been long since i last blogged i guess.
Especially in LJ.
Kayy, anyway, this is going to be my super super last post till Alevels over.
It's just 2 more days to school reopen.
Term 3's soooooooo going to be really really draining and tiring and all.
I think i'm going to be a permanent panda :@
I still haven't completed my hol hw and its making me rushhh ):

Okay, back to one of the reasons why i wanna blog.
I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS:Revenge of the Fallen!
Free tix =P But me and sis really went through a lot of hassle to redeem the free combo.
Like I ended up looking for 2 seats amongst selfish people and seemed to people that i'm watching the movie alone.
Haha, quite adventuring though (:
The show was really goodddddddd. I don't see how straits times can rate it at 0.5 and other reviews as 1 star.
I found my new found loveeeee, bumble bee!!!

Aww, you're my baBEE (:
So loyal, so heroic......... -melts
Optimus prime is on par! He sacrificed his life for Sam </3

MY LOVES (:
I almost cried when Optimus prime died )):

Megan fox is 2nd after my jessica alba!
If I was a les, i'd soooo be in love with her.
But since im not, BUMBLE BEE STILL WINS <3

Went to the dentist today.
Been sooo long since i went!
I freaking got lost trying to find a 26th floor in Taka.
I walked and walked, entered every lift i found.. OMG.
My left leg has 2 huge blisters that my bedroom slipper has come into good use, agn (:
The dentist kept doing stuff and my gum bled so much the taste of blood lingered in my mouth for so long.
It's time to start brushing my teeth 10times better so he'll give me a GOOD on my next visit =P

I've been spending soooooo much money this entire holidays each time im out.
It's like coffee bean or starbucks everyday.
Once school reopens, it's time to scrimp and save as much as i can (:
I still miss exercising. My toe still hurts and my knees are ordered to rest by doctors and people.
Sighhhhh, soon soon. I know i'll recover.

Im so happy todayyy... CAUSE I FINALLY FOUND TULIPS IN SINGAPOREEEEEEE(:
It isn't the season now but its okay! but i didnt see green tulips but whatever, IM STILL EXTREMELY HAPPY.
Plus plussss, i ate medium peach yami yogh with fruity pebbles :O
Haha im currently dying from being too full though =P

This is to pay tribute to Michael Jackson: It's my 2 favourite songs from you (:

I'm going out to eat with my dear dear family on sunday for father's day and an advanced birthday for my one and only beloved daddy (:
After sunday... ultimate monday blues, ugh.

P.S: Hang in theree, you know you're a winner! 5 more months, JUST 5 more months. give it all you've got, gwynna (: Tough times don't last, but tough people do.
P.S: I love everyone.
P.S.S: I love mummy, daddy and jie jie (:
Okay, nights to all !

Current Location: Same placeee

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Current Music: Simple plan- I can wait forever

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22 November 2008 @ 10:46 pm

Shifted

http://ispotyou.blogspot.com

credits to burpie (:

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20 November 2008 @ 08:40 pm

Hey, knee ! body!

Went for Econs 1st supp lesson today.
Yeah, i was late and the tcher scolded me and i seriously didnt know how to ans her.
Haha, than went to sit down than YX told me she's like pms-ing and i guess it was obvious.
Anw, she went so fast and almost everything we had to copy down.
Like whats the lecture book for?!
Shall go read it later (:
I kinda feel motivated to start J2 new and afresh, where i'd be more hardworking and put in 100% in everything i do.
I know im talking like im promoted but thats my biggest wish of course (:
If i can promote, that is.
Ahma called twice today. And both times she asked me hows my results.
She wished me all the best and told me i'll sure be able to make it.
In chinese, of course.
But i guess she doesnt really know the situation abt retest and all.
But yeah, its just so heartwrenching for me.
My grandparents, cousins, parents, sister and friends........
Myself......... </3
Im just lost.

I know chance is slim, but.. have faith
Many peoples' got your back

Bought something today and it cost 8.80. Budget shopping, GOOD (:
Than went to eat late lunch and than i went to eat mcflurry.
Awww, long time craving.
Haha, i feel fat now. ( marcus just told me i grew fat. cant help but admit =X )
Than i bought nissin tom yam cup noodles and snacks to eat.
K, even worse.
HAHA, i should really get my 'diet' started.
Im annoyed by a disgusting mosquito thats biting me while im using computer. >:O

When we were at macs, there was a sudden pain on my knee and i saw smth scary.

Don't know why its like that . haha
Ah well.
There's CCA tmr, super slack la.
Waste my time.
Before CCA and after supp lesson got to go return VCDs for my sis.
Haha, have been watching VCDs yest and today.
Hottie& the nottie, Sydney white and am currently watching the spiderwick chronicles (:
Freak, just hope it'll finish soon so i can go read my econs lecture book.

Each day thats nearing,
fills me with fear

Current Location: Mosquito infested area

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Current Music: Spiderwick chronicles background sounds =P

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18 November 2008 @ 10:22 pm

Hurt, it's pain.

It's overrr.
Re-exams i mean. Dont feel like talkign abt it.
So, yeah. Just trying to keep my faith in Him, knowing His love will never fail me <3

A lot has been happening to me this year.
Everything seems to have zoomed past me without me feeling anything.
I guess all i felt were tinge of sadness with some happiness. I dont know, numb?

Anw, my blog's kinda screwed as u can see by the freaking disgusting adverts at the side > : O
Guess whattttt, i got new wallpaper ! Cute right!
I was watching my fav video agn and starting to print screen and edit.
K la, i cant deny but credits to the person that is currently bullying me right now.
Awwwwwwww, my shih tzus <3333
But soon, im gna change my wallpaper back to my Jessica Alba, Hot.

My parents left for HK on Mon and before that, my mum bought lots of food to stock up.
LOOK AT THAT.
But yeah, i shant blame her. Cause my fav ELISE is there (:
Hopefully my dear parents are enjoying themselves !
Awww, i miss changi airport, my polo luggage, airport trolley, airplane..........

I was studying a few days back and i realise my table is extremely messy.
I was studying on my lap, with my leg on the table.
Haha, I've got lots of things to clean up and work on this holidays.
Esp.. if i manage to promote * cross fingers*
P.S : The lamp is back with me (: So fun to play.

Went to AMK hub after paper today w greg, BH and YX.
While the rest of our classmates were having lecture.
Yx was asking me if i want to sit in to disturb the lesson, HAHA.
Of course, im a good influence(:

Than me and Yx started playing with the machines.
I fell in love with this green thing and it has tinkerbell, one of my fav 7 princesses! <3
So we tried and we got it ! =P
But yeah, i let her have it. I must continue to save money for other stuff !
Seee, so nice right (: i like!
And i saw disney princesses diary and notebook. Was so tempted to buy.
Haha, but i guess im gna wait for 2009 disney princesses diary to come out or smth (:
More worth it.

Went to catch HSM3 with Yx.
Haha, ridiculously, i cried at the ending part.
But its goodddddddd (:
And Yx said she heard the small girl saying that she has been waiting for 'this' part for v.long, which is a frenching scene. haha, how cute.

We started walking around AMK town and all.
Bought shorts which were niceeeee (: Btw, the price is a secret =P
And we have decided, to do more budget shopping since we're not like some ppl who spend like nothing.
So, we're going Far east and bugis soon !
And Kbox with Mich Jac Wt they all.
Still got SR149 outing !!!! (: and omg, im soooooooo not gna treat u guys my dear.
HAHA.

Current resolutions/ Things to do

Lose weight on FTW
Pack my table
Pack my wardrobe and get rid of old clothes
Shop for more clothes
Shop for more NECESSARY stuff!
Improve complexion
Sleep more
Wait for the price of the phone i want to DROP! (hurry!) - C905!
Work
Study hard
BIGGEST OF ALL : To get promoted

24 oct :X
The miracle is Your hands my Lord.

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14 November 2008 @ 07:50 pm

Im blogging not cause im like too free or what.
But cause im not feeling........ happy?
My GP and econs paper didnt go well as i hoped it would.
But ah well, what to do..
Just hope for the best and work hard for Math and Chem paper on Mon and Tues.

Honestly, I seriously seriously 10000000000% wanna attend J2 supplementary lessons after my re-test!
First time i am so super enthu abt it eh!
But it's trueeeee.
I feel so excited, to be learning J2 stuff and all.
OKAY, shall stop ranting on abt my sadness.

Get back to work , Gwynna.
CHEER UPPPP!
Shall keep replaying my fav video of the yr.
Awwwwwww, the shih tzus are super duper cute <333333333
Can't wait to own one when i grow older!

God, I'm lifting it all up to you
</3

Current Location: Mosquito-bitten place

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Current Music: So kiss me. PLAYING FROM MY FAV VIDEO (:

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25 October 2008 @ 09:00 pm

Found my love <3

GREEN
Orange
Red
Yellow
Black
I FOUND MY LOVEEEEEE (((( :

Went to TOWN with my mum.
Shopped at Isetan and bought clothes from Mango.
I fell in love with a Levi's jeans but i couldnt bear to part with the 180 bucks.
Economic crisis y'know, Time to save );
Mummy went to Palais first so i went to help her redeem some stuff and headed to Wheelock to go Borders to check if got new nice pencil tins to get.
Nahhh, so headed to Palais for my facial.
Before that, my mum called me to tell my there are many 'ferraris' opp. Palais, at Hilton Hotel.
So i stupidly went to cross the road, thinking i could take pictures from opp HH.
CANNOT !
So i walked all the way down to Hardrock Cafe there and walked backwards to HH.
Stood there like an idiot and took photos ((((((((:
I FOUND MY LOVEEE. ( its lamborghinis , my mum made a mistake =P )

MY DEAR GREEN LAMBORGHINI <333333333333

ALL 5 BEAUTIESSSS <3

YELLOW, RED and BLACK (:

Green and Orange !

Green is obviously still the most beautifullllllllll luhh.
Oh man.
HAHA, and after my facial i saw Derrick Ho ( he wei jian ) !!
He's super cute laaa.
Just that my face is as red and swollen like a huge tomato.
I kept asking my mother to stop looking at the clothes where he is but she didnt budge!
So my disgusting face was exposed :X
= (
I'm still having a headache from my facial -.-
Hopefully it will recover well and pimples shoo shoooooo.
Got eyebags and dark eye rings to settle to.
And i've seriosuly got to exercise !
Got family gathering on MON, badminton + lunch but skipping lunch to PW ( OP).

K, i've got to faster do some OP.
Than decide whether i should slp and wake up at 5am to study or smth :x
OP, Chi As, Re-test...... one word : madness
Ahwell,just give my best for everything !
Pray pray pray.
I want to promote...... so badly

Current Location: Homeee (:

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Current Music: Uncle Kracker- Follow me

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19 October 2008 @ 01:55 pm

Saturday Night FEVER

I think i just survived an amazing feat.
Had sharp stomach pains while online yesterday in the afternoon.
Was supposed to go out with Alicia but she had PW to stress on and i was suffering with my pain :X
So yeahhh, postponed it ( hope to see you soon [: )
Was supposed to go to ToaPayoh to get my knee X-ray done as well but i woke up late yest!
So i have to make a trip down one day after school and faster get it done!

Back to my point,
After i woke up from my nap yest afternoon, I felt extremely terrible.
Took temperature right away and it was 37.9.
It slowly increased till 38.7 and continued.
My mum bought my fav seaweed and cuttlefish which i have been craving for damn long yest, and cooked my fav home-cooked Yong Tau Foo, but i had no appetite to it. And obviously my parents didnt allow me to eat my seaweed and cuttlefish! ):
Can't wait to recover fully man, i'll rush home to eat =P
I rmb how Bel used to laugh at how cartoon i am that i'll look forward to going home after school cause of seaweed.
I had body aches, felt super tierd and weak, nauseous and a throbbing pain in my head.
The feeling seriosuly suckssssss.
None of my frequently visited doc were open and my parents went out to buy panadol and a disgusting herbal tea for fever for me.

After eating the panadol, i went to slp.
Woke up at 12.30am and watched tv till 1.30 and went back to slp.
Sicko flu came but managed to go to bed.
Before that i was rolling like crazy because of my extremely pain stomach.

Woke up today at 7plus and still felt feverish.
37.9 =X
Went back to slp till 12pm.
HAHA, felt much better but slightly hot still.
Im still having back aches and i dont know why.
Ate a panadol just now after porridge and im waiting for my hair to dry to go back to rest.

Supposed to have pw meeting today but i guess its screwed.
Im sick.
OH and my dear grp member MAX suffered an accident...
SO SCARY :X Tkcare k ( :
Rmb to thank me for making u my idol for today!
Haha, We've got WR and OP to chiong wah.. tired, tired.

This thurs is final judgement day.
I actually kinda lost almost every hope and faith i have but i guess i just have to hope for the best.
Gna miss my classssss so badly ):
Just wished Jammers and Mei good luck for their Os too.
I'm sure they can do it <3
Shall wish my juniors later too (:

Are you there Lord, Do you care?
Can you answer my prayers ?
Abba Father,
Can you hear me?
Tell me how to believe
Cause why does it seem,
That its just an empty dream.
And i need to know if you're still here
FOR ME </3

Current Location: Home Sweet Home (:

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Current Music: ssssh, my dad's slping !

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17 October 2008 @ 05:45 pm

MY group stayed up till v.late to try complete WR as much as possible.
And i seriosuly think we did a FANTASTIC JOB.
Xue er, you're forgiven for falling aslp around 3 =P
Than Max kept dozing off halfway while doing.
Only Marcus and I were stronggggggggg, whee ~
Haha, but i almost died at around 5 plus. totally exhausted.
I wonder how my parents reacht if they knew i stayed up till about 630 am to do work.
Amazing ? < : )

Than I woke up at 12 cause JACQUELINE called me.
HAHA, are you guilty now huh !
Than max said he'll hand up WR to JL cause he's going sch for cca.
( I didnt go cca...not slack okay. My kneeeeeeeee :X Going doc later)
Than Mich called me telling me JL was v.angry alr cause only their grp handed in.
Called Max cause i thought he'd handed up.. no ans OMG nightmare !
HE fell aslp... HAHA. NVm la, i forgive u.. as usual :X
Sent al my files to Mich and hopefully she has alr helped me print and handed in to JL.
OMG PLSSSSSSSSSS, *PRAY*
Whatever it is, SR 149, chiong for final WR submission and OP (:
I think im so gna die from laughing at Marcus and Max's slang.
Xue er agrees too = P

I stayed home today, cause there's no school.
OF course.. i cant be that naughty to pon.
I played Facebook games, esp buttonhunt1 and 2.
Seriously go try it, tests part of ur IQ which Tak kin keeps saying i dun have.
I'll make sure u cant find ANY button ! > : )
Than played Wahjong with stupid person.
This stupid person keeps calling me names, SEE, evil.
Still today make duno what eevee name for me.
I think he live too near IMH alr, become smth wrong.
I shall think whether i should forgive u (:
HAHA, all the best for ur A levels and Army stuff anw okay !
Rmb my sweet sms to you, and u'll ACE !
Hopefully all ur 1111 wishes will come true as well and i'll be able to advance or promote okay!

Im still harbouring that hope in me.
Advanceee or Retainnnnn. I seriously don't know whats gna happen.
6 more days before final judgement day.
But im gna be like equally sad if any of my dear 1s24 actually retain.
gna miss you guys <333333333

The last time i ate dinner out was at Jie's birthday.
And i rmb i felt like shit hell cause my sickness started that day.
See my chawanmushi also cannjot eat. felt like puking.
Im thankful its over.
I found a picture where we went to Paramount Hotel last yr to eat for.... Mummy's birthday, i think :X
Haha, mummy's birthday is coming !
She plan where to go alr, like me (: Im gna go Tung Lok@ Central or Vivo one.
HAHA. You can join us, provided u treat us.

This life,
Waiting for something good to come by,
I yearn for full happiness.
I was born to make you happy.
Stay strong , Reach for the stars, to shine like one

Current Location: A chair which i have sent for more than 18 hrs

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Current Music: Celine Dion - Because you loved me

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13 October 2008 @ 10:14 pm

I slept at freaking 4am last night.
Than like a few min after i lay down on my pikachu mattress, I shot straight up and zoomed.
Chpt 2 ... gone :X K shant dwell abt it alr. SR149 can make it (:
I wasnt worried abt results at all, but the problem is : I COULDNT SLP A WINK
I laid on my mattress till like 1 plus, than i switched off the aircon, went up to my PROPER bed.
AY accompanied me till 230+ but what a nice friend, went to bed. haha. ( kidding ah)
I went to read Dong Bin Bei Yuan to try to yawn but i just couldnt. So i laid upside down thinking...
Nothing to think, so went to my sis room.
HX accompanied me for awhile but yeah, went to bed too.
No choice, lonely me till 4 am. When i shut my eyes....... My alarm rang.

~~THIS IS THE DAY~~

Went sch as usual. RAN RAN RAN, still late :x
So annoying.
Results came out..
Hold it in ---> Hold it in --> Mich hugged me --> Came out
HAHA. her magical hug never fails to make me cry la !
Than Jacq and WT got influenced and started to cry.
Me and YX were hugging in the toilet like 2 idiots.
Haha, i love you ppl <3 hugs/

I think im crazy considering the shock that came today.
Oh btw, i passed my grade 6 practical =P
YAY, phua phua is proud of me i hope !
Haha, but i just passed on the dot. 105/150
Though the comments were not bad for some.
K congrats to me ! (:
Ppl are asking me whether im really okay.
Cause im starting to go bonkers
I went for dental just now and my new set of retainers is killing me.
Whenever i take it out, i feel like my whole set of teeth came out too :X KNS.

Anw, i really want to thank the people who have been by my side all these while :D
It's been a great deal, seriously.
Esp those followers of Christ, i know u'll keep me in prayer (: <3
Not to forget the once agn, 3 great ppl in my life.

WAIT dun forget abt the smallest one :D

A KISS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE I LOVEEEEEEEE <3

Stay strong,
Whatever He brings me to, He'll bring me through
Go gwynna,
I won't give in to anything that challenges me
Forever I believe, Your love will never fail
you're my life, jesus

Current Location: Near a place with a lizard

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HOW?

Current Music: The Script- The man who can't be moved

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11 October 2008 @ 07:41 pm

A trip to wisdom

Went to Tanglin for my dental apptment today.
Dr Lew realised a hole in one of my teeth and went' OH wow ur really strong to feel no pain'
HAHA. compliment u see (:
Than he filled up that hole and trust me, i felt pain..
Than took the mould of my teeth to make new retainers and obviously i hated that feeling.
When he was doing the mould of my bottom set of teeth he said ' STUCK! '.
I was so shocked praying i wouldnt have to go out of the dentist with that thing in my mouth!
Than after which, took an x-ray to see the insides of my mouth and all.
He said my wisdom tooth is growing out affecting the position of my top jaw
SO I HAVE TO EXTRACT THEM WHICH I DONT WANT !
It reminds me of the time i removed the 2 wisdom tooth on m bottom jaw which made me cryyyyyy and distorted!
Ughhhh.

After eating bee hoon for my brunch, i felt like sleeping agn.
So i zoomed to my bed and slept like a log agn (:
Was supposed to meet marcus for some pw matters and a jog but ah well, guess we're gna meet tmr.
But still thikning of WHERE to meet .... where there is actually power plug.
And a place where our brains can function really well !
6 more days to final WR. Jy jy.
I feel so lost from everything after suffering from the stupid vertigo thing for 4 days plus and counting.
It seriously sucks !

My mum made me and my sis go to some function to grab our dinner and i feel extremely cheapo now.
Nvm, saved on a meal and some dish washing stuff.
Now waiting for food to digest before i head out to do some jogging (:
Hopefully after my jog i'll feel extremely rejuvenated and ALIVE !

2 more dayss i say.
2 more days.
23rd october is the final judgement day.

Current Location: home sweet homeee

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Current Music: Uncle Kracker - Follow Me

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10 October 2008 @ 09:14 pm

i haven't been to school for 3 days !
But i seriousyl rather go to school than suffer from this super weird and annoying illness.
It's called vertigo, if im not wrong.

Fatigue and reduced stamina
Headache
Heart palpitations
Inability to concentrate
Nausea
Reduced cognitive function

What a weird illness right ! and trust me, it sucks.
I rather have like fever which can be treated with more more rest.
I've been sleeping like a log for the past 3 days and i feel absolutely NO LIFE.
Lost from school, Lost from the world.

I've got to go for dental apptment tmr , so early!
Gna make new retainers but i seriously hate the feeling when they stuff the plasticine up your mouth and than when they yank it out, you'll feel like ur whole set of teeth came out with it.
PW PW PW , CHI CHI CHI
Days are going to be filled with this. But ah well, jy (: SR 149 will ACE.

Monday is going to be.....a day.
A ________ day.
Mich has promised to help me see all my papers. HAHA.
Its just too freaky to see for myself.
If i pass EVERY subject, i'd be EXTERMELY happy but lets see, chances now are v.slim.
But i guess there's no turning back.

Trust in Him, for His love will never fail you
He'll never let me go, through it all <3

Current Location: Vertigo... i wonder ?

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05 October 2008 @ 03:06 pm

It's such a sunny day now but i happen to be sneezing.
No idea why.
I just changed my blog layout.
Actually wanted to stick to my old hearty farty blogskin but decided to just keep it simple like this (:
It has been pw and chi pw and chi for the past sch days, and still will be.
Boring, but ah well.

Monday !
Went to kbox with yx, wt and jacq.
Sang till we dropped, seriously.
HAHA. it was fun though.
After eating subway, went with yx to far east.
We're going there sometime soon agn to buy our stuff (:
Tuesday!
Went to sentosa with class ppl.
Tried to suntan but i suppose it didnt work?
Played volleyball and i think i lost touch with what we learnt in sec sch. HAHA.
Headed to vivo for dinner and i sooo wanted to see the doggies at pet safari but it was too late alr i suppose.
I shall go there one day agn (:

P.S Did i mention about my screwed up hair ?
The guy wasnt supposed to cut for me ! just that he was free and my usual hairdresser was washing some auntie's hair ):
Waiting for it to growww. FASTER grow.....!

Supposed to go swimming yest with mich jacq wt and yx.
But i had facial yesterday. And obviously, it hurt like crap.
I teared as usual. This time was more in fact..
Friday had family gathering to celebrate Jazlynn and Jie's birthday (:
Friday and Yesterday, i've received sensitive comments which im not gna say=P
HAHA. I shall jog soon. Haven't been exercising for quite some time.
Jac and Wt actually planned to jog tmr in school but see first :X

KBOX :D

Smelly and me (: ON THE WAY HOME

Coolios

Part of 1 s24. Credits to aaron for editing the background !

Its time to do PW and maybe watch my show.
Camp rock repeat tonight ! haha i missed part of it the other time, so its time to watch (:

Current Location: the usual place i'd be

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Current Music: Crush- David archuleta

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28 September 2008 @ 11:30 pm

trying not to look back

Promos are over.
Don't talk to me about it :X

FRIDAY FEVER
Went out for class outing after paper.
Watched 'Painted Skin'. However, i missed the best part which Jacq said that part is worth 6bucks.
Cause i was so urgent i couldnt take it and i ran all the way to the toilet, only to know its CLEANING IN PROGRESS.
I missed the part for nothing ! But good thing is, if i had watched it, i might have cried much worst than Jacq.
After that walked aimlessly like some lost sheeps finding a place to eat.
I was hungry till i wasnt hungry !
Finally settled for Pastamania which made me feel like puking :X
Went into the NeoPrint shop and started using our own handphones to take.
Got caught in the act by some rude auntie which made Jacq pissed . HAHA
Than after which, headed to arcade and before that, we were like all sitting on the MRT steps like some ahbengs and ahlians who pop out at night and yeah, got caught. SUAY.
HEADED HOME.

SATURDAY SUNNY
Woke up at 1230. One word. SHIOK.
Had family gathering at 5 at jammer's place.
Saw dexterrrr boy after so long (: So cute !
I went over to pat him and he was simply enjoying it with his hind legs laid out.
Than i went over to where jammer and mei was than dexter boy looked at me and followed me ( heart melt).
Than he sat down at the steps there and looked at me with those longing eyes :D
So i pointed to my feet and than he walked over and sat down to let me pat.
OMG ADDICTED TO YOU BOY <3333
HAHA, jammers you better play with him more often while studying for Os.
JY Jammers&Mei, i've got your back like you've always got mine!

SUNDAY SERVICE
Went to church with Abby today. After so longggg !
Than we left slightly after worship than met up with Bel.
Went to Singpost for lunch and than Jess came.
Thanks for ur coffee bean treatttt dear (:
Headed to town and than walked around.
Wanted to buy this dress but there's a slight part which i dun like abt it. Some beads in the centre.
Met up with bestie after that to eat dinner and borders awhile !
Wow, today was like catch up day.
Talked to char and esther online tooooo !
Im so glad everyone's doing welllll.

PICTURE PERFECT

MORE TMR =P

Going to town tmr again.
3 days so far. I have a feeling im going to be sick of town soon!
Still thinking if i should go to sentosa on tues.
HAHA. I need to save moneyyy.

Things I've got to work on:
- Pack my room
- Clear pimples
- Get rid of eyebags
- Get rid of eyerings
- Fix guzheng string no.2
- Play piano & guzheng

Excuse me, stop being annoying !

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26 September 2008 @ 05:30 pm

Lord, I need youuuu </3

Gomenasai,
For everything
Gomenasai,
I know i've let you down
Gomenasai till the end.

Fear is overwhelming me, agn.
trying to keep my hopes up but no courage to watch them fall
im praying, that i can still scrape through
results of judgement day is the day im not looking forward to

Have i really done my best?

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21 September 2008 @ 09:36 pm

OMG, nightmare?!

Can't believe it, Its TMR.
Many months of studying ( i suppose) and tmr is PROMOS.
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ):
Okay, just a few more hrs.
Im like chiong-ing econs and GP now cause i seriously cant absorb.
Hopefully i wont stun at the paper tmr or smth.
Inspirationnnnnnnnnn, I need you.

K i should stop panicking and leave the rest to God.
I'll pray to Him before every paper (:
For His presence to be with me and clarity of mind.

Sometimes i just wish i could make you shut up.
OMG,shut up.

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14 September 2008 @ 03:18 pm

The Clock is ticking

7 more days

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03 September 2008 @ 08:43 pm

I haven't blogged for 5 wks 3 days. How amazing is that.
These 5 weeks have zoomed past me without me even realising.
This is how fast time flies ):
A lot of things have happened, a lot of feelings i've felt and lots of things im STILL going through.

ME AND MR HANDSOME BEAR =P ( cute + cute )

YX and ME with Mr. Handsome

AGAIN =P

Me and Bel, AT PL , stayed in sch w her till around 6pm. <3333 missed.
Jessica, Wenjie, Wynn, Abby, Calista <3
Met many other ppl too.
Saw Joey, Persie, Ah MAD and took photos with them too (:
I rmb AH MAD one night came and msn-ed me saying she cant stop laughing and its because
she saw our clique's photo( sec 2 ) ... BRIBE ME AND I'LL SHOW YOU ;)

PL, Always my school, ALMA MATER (:
Memories held there, will never be forgotten.
I cant help but say this agn, I MISS THE OLD MEEE , THE OLD LIFEEE.

I shan't elaborate on anything but i just wanna thank this great 3 people who have always loved me,
always there when i needed them and cared about me. Esp thanks to my sister (:
Thanks for the present and noteee, you've seriously touched me <33333
BTW, congrats to my sis on securing a degree, 3rd class honours :DDDD
We're ALL proud of YOU. Guess now its my time, SO I WONT HESITATE NO MORE, IT CANNOT WAIT!

18 MORE DAYS TO PROMOS

I'm carried in everylasting arms
You'll never let me go,
Through it all
Be strong!
We are not here to play, to dream, to drift.
We have hard work to do, and loads to lift.
Shun not the struggle, face it, 'tis God's gift.
Be strong!

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27 July 2008 @ 11:45 am

Let's see, I havent blogged for 2 weeks and 1 day? :X
So, here i am (: Back agn.
Actually i've got SOOOOOO much to blog about but i don't seem to remember what i want to blog about.
All i know is, this post will be half filled with pics :D
I went for my auntie's sister's wedding yest (: The food was FANTASTIC, esp the dessert!
I felt quite sick before the dinner and all and made a trip to the toilet about 10 times i think.
Cause i kept drinking water. Thankfully, Im feeling better today (:
I have to get well before Will Run. If not i duno how im gna do it :X
Let's see, Went for PL musical as well !
AWWW. it was great and the lead actress was damn prettyyyyyyyy. Sec 1 only la, jealous.
HAH, PL will always be my Home. I miss PL so much, esp the people there (:
But i guess we have gone our separate ways and nonetheless, we'll never part <3
Had class outing .. i think 2 wks back. But i had to go for Abby's bday party so when everyone came, i left.
HAHa. irony. Abby still hasnt sent me the photos so i'll update on that sometimes later (:
My parents' night was on tues and seriously, after that, my mother scolded me, father scolded me, nagged at me, i just wanted to burst.
Not angry, but sadness and fear.
What they said was really true. The fear just overwhelms me.
Had math test this week as well and when i got back the results, i knew it was coming. The Tears.
Esp when michelle hugged me when she saw my marks. HAHA.
Ahh well,i managed to hold it back anw !
Got lots and lots of upcoming tests and events ; chem, phy, econs, math, gp ( practically everything) and wIll run.
I have to recover by Wil run, like FULLY recover and regain back my immune system and energy ! :D :D
KK, pics time :

Wedding dinner yest !

My Mummy and ME <3

The delicious dessert ! Very chocolae-ty and sinful though. The best part of it : there's a biscuit layer inside. Just like my COCO EXOTIC =P

Sweet familyyyyy <3

My Sis, Me, Cousin jammmmm. beauuuutiful !

Me and Charrr, my p5 buddy till now !

Me Char Jess <3 Sisters since p5 (: Knew Jess since p1, loveeeee.

At Serangoon Gardens after PL musical !

Me and Michelleeeeee.

Smelly and Fragrant

Pungent and Fragrant =P

Yeahhhhh, thats abt it ! (;
I've got family gathering tonight agn.
And did i mention, pw is taking a toll on me.
So frustrating. EOM, SURVEYS, WR, EOM, SURVEYS , WR .
Ughhhhhh. Nvm, go go SR149 !
K, time to go offline. (;
shall blog sometime agn ! Must rest if not i wont recover!

Though mountains may be moved
And fall into the raging seas
You'll never let me fall
You hold me in Your nail scarred hands.
I need You here <3

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12 July 2008 @ 11:45 pm

The road ahead is narrow

The way is sometimes steep

And only the committed claim the prize

But standing at the finish

With arms outstretched to greet us

Is the one who had endured the race

And paid the final price

Dare to run

With our eyes fixed on Jesus

Following the footsteps of the one who’s gone before us

Dare to run

In the power of His spirit

Called to be victors

In a race already won

Dare to run

Work hard GWYNNA, you must not retain, you cannot retain and you will NOT retain :D

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12 July 2008 @ 11:14 pm

GWYNNA RETURNS !

K, havent blogged for eons so here i am (:
Went out with my sec sch clique on 070708:D
We made 0707 our date to meet EVERY YR without fail, cause abs and wynn would be in spore!
Nice number eh !
So we went for movie. Okay omg, wynn abbs and jess freaking made us watch strangers which made me scared the whole night and the next day as well -.- I was practically screaming my head off.
I rushed there from home after squash camp.
At night we went to steamboat at bugis :)
After which me and bel, before going home, took a walk at bugis street which we seriously missed and sigh, brought back a lot of wonderful memories!!!!

MYE results are back.
Final MYE results are back.
21 pts.
WTH. poor conduct, bad results.
~~I dont know what more can i ask for.~~
MTP is friday night. But my mum is seeing ms woo on thurs.
Ughh, wonder how things will turn out to be.
I think after that, I WILL BE OFFICIALLY GROUNDED.
):
To those who are disappointed/upset with ur results, dun fret k?
Cause the race is not over yet!

Had class outing today.
And had to rush off to abby's hse after.
Which is practically when it just started.
But ah well, I wont be seeing abby for sooooo long. so yeah (:
Played squash and swam before bbq 'started'.
HAHA. i have freaking 2 huge blue blacks caused by my clumsiness in the pool ):
Anw, PICS WILL BE UP SOON :D:D
So yeah........ happy waiting.
Btw, i found some pics that me and abby took like in sec 4.
OMG LA, seriously memories when i was browsing through it!

Going to church tmr. HAHA.
With abbs and bel.
After so long! Hopefully i wont burst out crying or whatever.
Sighh, last day to see abby tmr.
today is the last day i saw wynn.
)))))))))))):

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